Not sure what is wrong with my car. Sometimes when I turn the key in the ignition the dash lights up, like the car will start, but then the engine doesn't turn over. The car is not five years old, has under 45K miles on it, and it receives regular maintenance. Tank full of gas. If I step on the break, shift the car into drive, then back to park, turn off, lock the steering wheel, get out of the car, slam the door, and get in and start all over again the car starts fine.
This has happened three times this month. Today I had was in front of Gagnon's shoe repair on Derby Street in Salem. While trying to keep my mind even I wondered if I had enough quarters to feed the meter until AAA could be on the scene. I went through the routine and my car started. Voila.
It got me to thinking about life, and our thoughts, and how sometimes it seems as if we have everything in order but vital connections are not made and we don't understand. The connections may be in our minds, with colleagues, in circumstances, and sometimes even with spirit. Sometimes everything is in working order but the connection doesn't hold.
Of course, this doesn't mean that I won't call the garage and get my car serviced. But, it got me to thinking about connections. Also, it got me to thinking about how we make connections. We always have to take the steps to help make the connections. That may be finding a new way to communicate with others, checking in with ourselves to find new possibilities and awareness levels, and sometimes it is as simple as calling the mechanic.
Never Let Them See You Sweat
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